Strange in an incredible good way, obviously :)
I really need to pin down the answer to this question over the next couple of days.
I need to know for sure why I am dedicated to losing this weight for good.
Possible reasons for my doing this:
- To be able to buy awesome clothes
- To be fit enough to play sports
- To find a relationship
- To find myself
- To show myself I can do it
- To make *those people* wish they hadn’t said those things
- To make up for all the hurt in the past
- To succeed in a male-dominated working environment
- To be more outgoing
- To some day have a husband and babies
Reading that back, some of those things sound quite silly. But I need to know why I am putting so much effort into making this happen for myself.
Oh, I thought of another possible reason that I’m losing this weight: